@上水, back from GZ. pure nightmare.

@上水, back from GZ. pure nightmare.

"I tried to drown my sorrows but they learned how to swim."
-Frida Kahlo, (via 1o03)
My cameo in a historical drama :P

My cameo in a historical drama :P

Somewhere in Korea, outside a cave museum.

Somewhere in Korea, outside a cave museum.

Liese bubble hair foam in milk tea brown. Didn’t even colour my roots :(

Liese bubble hair foam in milk tea brown. Didn’t even colour my roots :(

At HKIA waiting to go to incheon ~ so sleepy. Flying at 01:00.

At HKIA waiting to go to incheon ~ so sleepy. Flying at 01:00.

Giant shrimp pillow. Do want.

Giant shrimp pillow. Do want.

late night philosophy - 미친거니

I’m not a fighter. I don’t fight for what I want, which is probably something that needs to change, but that’s the way it is right now. And as Fiona says, it is what it is.

Which is perhaps why I’m unsatisfied with my life. I always let things happen on their own, and when the results aren’t as expected, I post bitchy entries comparing life to seedless orange juice. I know for a fact that I have something like that somewhere haha.

I need to go back in time and correct something. There were words that should have been uttered, smiles to have exchanged. Rewind back to the very beginning, to the point where people typically say, “hello”.

Unfortunately, you and I know this will never happen. It was just a metaphysical rehearsal of an imaginary event. It isn’t what it isn’t, simply because it is what it is. Do you understand?
Don’t answer. Chances are, you’ve already forgotten everything and this was just a waste of time.

/insomnia

The awkward eye contact between you and the person who used to mean so much to you.

"You know what I think?” she says. “That people’s memories are maybe the fuel they burn to stay alive. Whether those memories have any actual importance or not, it doesn’t matter as far as the maintenance of life is concerned. They’re all just fuel. Advertising fillers in the newspaper, philosophy books, dirty pictures in a magazine, a bundle of ten-thousand-yen bills: when you feed ‘em to the fire, they’re all just paper. The fire isn’t thinking ‘Oh, this is Kant,’ or ‘Oh, this is the Yomiuri evening edition,’ or ‘Nice tits,’ while it burns. To the fire, they’re nothing but scraps of paper. It’s the exact same thing. Important memories, not-so-important memories, totally useless memories: there’s no distinction—they’re all just fuel."
-Haruki Murakami, After Dark (via pavorst)

pavorst:

Today we spoke about human beings, about how we are all creatures of habit. When we were all children, we were infused with an innocent bravery. But you touch fire once and your body learns not to move too close. Eventually we numb ourselves to all the fire of the world. Perhaps it is better to…

Selca Saturday. My new earrings I got at TST  :)

Selca Saturday. My new earrings I got at TST :)

Gpoy.

Gpoy.

I think it’s ridiculous how we don’t have access to telecommunications in the subway back home.

I think it’s ridiculous how we don’t have access to telecommunications in the subway back home.

Feeling seasick while crossing th harbour. Weak.

Feeling seasick while crossing th harbour. Weak.